For my dear hammie Otto Dao...

Something very sad happened yesterday evening...

After a long day of filming, I came back home...

And my mum rushed to me to inform me...










Mum: "I think your hamster is dead... You better check on it..."
Me: "HUH??!!! WHAT!!!"

I immediately stares hard into the cage...
Only to see Otto Dao lying with eyes closed at its sleeping area...
I lifted up the cage and took a close look...
It didn't move a bit like it used to when I lifted the cage...
I gave the cage a shake...
Still no movement...
And it's body looked soft... And fragile...
I felt a pang of pain and pity for the poor thing...

Mum: "It was still energetic when I came home around 5... But then suddenly it just stopped moving... It looks terrible when it dies..."

AGAIN... I felt a pang of pain for my poor hammie...






I will definitely miss the times we shared together....

The way you liked to climb up and down the sides of the cage hoping there was food, whenever I walked near...

The way you felt when I held you in my hand, soft, warm, fuzzy and cute...

The way you used my fingers as ladders to climb up and down...

The way you swimmed around in the tub...

The way you looked when I dried you after swimming...















WAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

My Hammie Otto passed away....

Now I'm only left with Itti Ming...

After I've taken care of Otto Dao's remains, I went to check on Itti Ming... making sure that it was moving and energetic...

But I still dunno why it hasn't been really drinking the water...

Is it because I've changed to feeding it vegetables and fruits which have high water content, that it doesn't need that much water???

I am in depression now...

I need consolation...

I need a hug from 金在中 and/or 金俊秀 now...


* Note: Here's a video with Jaejoongie in his Hamtaro PJs... Reminds me of my Otto Dao... *sob sob sob*...

邱泽 and Joshua Chasez where are you guys???!!!


no cheerios for now,
Same Old sob sob... ;~~~<